the first time...

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7:35pm on the beltway and I am in a race against time. Switching lanes as quick as 70mph will allow me to. Going through the EZ tag although I’ve never even owned one, but stopping an extra 2 minutes to pay $1.75 was just too long of a wait for me. 
It was a 40 minute drive that felt like 3 years. My left my leg shaking uncontrollably at the anticipation of knocking on that red door at the Red Roof Inn. Old school R&B blazing through my speakers and I am starting to feel pterodactyls flying around in my stomach.
I haven’t eaten anything since breakfast and I can feel the rumbles of my empty yet nervous tummy. After what felt like a drive of the century, I finally pull into the parking lot of the hotel. Palms sweaty, heart moving fast like the wings on a humming bird. It took me 3 minutes to even get out of the car. Checking my eyebrows in the mirror, putting on tons of chap stick, and body spray just to make sure I’m fresh for you. 
Room number 9 has presented itself in front of my big brown eyes and I am almost certain my heart skipped two beats. Before I knock I can hear loud jazz music coming from the room; that’s my baby I said to myself. 3 very slow knocks are distributed and I put my index finger on the peep hole of the door. The sound of the locks coming undone made my hands shake. You open the door slowly with a really big smile on your face and I will never ever ever forget this moment. Our first time seeing each other since middle school, this was more than intense. I jumped into your arms with the happiness of a kid in a candy store. The loudest squeal came from my mouth and I immediately pressed my lips against yours. You smelled like cologne, cannabis, and a really sweet pastry. You hugged me so tight it made me numb and I did not even care. 
Your lips were the softest lips I’ve ever kissed. Your chocolate skin glistened in the light coming from the TV and we fell onto the bed in the deepest French kiss I’ve encountered in a really long time. I can feel the waterfall in my pants and my insides are literally screaming. We come up for air and you gaze at me in amazement. I'm sure the thoughts going through your head had a lot to do with how well I’ve aged since middle school and how I’ve filled out in all the right places. “God babygirl you’re so gorgeous” you say as your hands roam up and down my curves slowly. I am so elated all I can do is smile. I feel like a kid again. 

We spent the longest time gazing at each other in amazement, listening to music, and engaged in 10 minute long kisses & rubbed each other for a while. You asked for a back massage and I purposely brought sweet smelling oil to rub all over you to set a mood. The creases in your back from your muscles turned me on... I couldn’t help but wonder why I haven’t taken your pants off yet. I warmed the oil between my hands before I laid them on you and touched you with the softest touch. Up and down motions and occasional pressure became the move for about 5 minutes. I couldn’t last much longer of not pressing my lips against your body. 
I distributed soft kisses on your neck and your body began to tremble beneath my legs. You told me not to continue or else I’d make you extremely horny... that was my goal. I continued to kiss you slowly and you let out really soft moans before you flipped your body over and grabbed me by my waist rough in the way that I like. You kissed me hard and tugged at my off the shoulder sweater. “Take this off” you say to me... I’m still insecure at this point because of my weight, but you helped me feel extremely comfortable and that was an even bigger turn on. I slipped off my shirt and unhooked my bra. I laid there with my hands covering my face in the fear that you wouldn’t like what you saw. "You are beautiful. I admire everything about you. Please don’t ever feel like you are unattractive to me. You’re fucking beautiful baby. Don’t ever feel different.” I felt so safe in your arms at this moment and everything felt right. You grabbed the gold foil pack from your bag and unwrapped it. The pterodactyls in my stomach have returned and I am nervous but ready for this ride. You lay on top of my warm body & the ride takes off.

We went about 8 rounds before we stopped to take a break. Sweaty bodies both holding the scent of satisfaction and extreme arousal. You lay your head on my chest and I rub the side of your face gently. We don’t even have words because every word that needed to be spoken spoke for themselves in between the soft white California King sheets. We DoorDash’d Taco Cabana and we sat up on the bed and devoured our chicken and cheese quesadillas. Sour cream slid down your lip & I licked it off slowly followed by a soft kiss. You paused & said “that was very sexy”. I smiled at you and bit my lip and you just stared at me, shook your head with a smile, and we proceeded to indulge in our food, as we both were starving. 
The night began to get away from us and I started to feel sad because I knew my time with you was coming to an end. We engaged in a few hours of  sleep that wasn’t really sleep... I’d call it eye resting. 5 am came very fast and we basked in 4 more rounds of passion. 
Realizing that it was coming close to the time for me to hit the highway again, I got dressed and you walked me hand in hand to my car. The sweet morning kisses felt like a feather was brushing up against my skin lightly and every hair on my body became alive. I got into the car and you closed the door behind me. You grabbed my hand through the window and gave me a sensual look I’ll never forget.... “It’s not goodbye baby, it’s see you later” I drove off into the darkness anticipating our next encounter. I am in love again.